April 2012

When the time hasn’t stop yet, so do I. I keep growing and older. My another-seventeenth-years old birthday is coming. This is a new experience to have a birthday in dorm with all my dormmates. I remember, last year I got a midnight surprised by abang and my friends. Today I don’t expect much. The circumstance doesn’t allow either me or abang to celebrate it. I think better for me to keep silence and hope nobody knows about my birthday. Moreover, my NIP (Nomor Induk Pegawai – Employee register number) that be assembled in the wall is not tell the truth. However, my facebook is perfidy and tells everyone the real one. What can I do else smile and say amieenn over and over again to everybody who has good intention for me? :D

In the middle of my class, my friend asks me to go out. I just guess, it must be my classmates surprise to give me a birthday’s cake. Of course, my prediction doesn’t wrong. They have prepared a delicious cake for me. So sorry Miss Wina, my lovely teacher, your class being interrupted. It is nice cheese cake actually, unless the number that written there. It should be 17+ years old. Unfortunately, my another-seventeenth years old changes into a high level number. After we finish the cake, my friend says she has another cake for me, but she doesn’t know how the cake came together with my first cake. My smile larger than before, it is absolutely ordered by my abang. Oh, lucky you all, today you get additional dashes.


I called today, my day, is a wonderful day. I have passed a year lesson. Sadness, happiness, laugh, love and also tears had shaped me become a woman like now. When I jog my memories, I doubt my own abilities whether can or cannot encounter all moments like last year. One year that full of examinations. However, I realized, without the obstacles, I won’t get my strength. Every pieces of my life has a main role. A great upbringing from my parents, the dazzling support of friends, and also an astonishing abang, never let me done that alone. I wish I can do the same thing to them. A friend in need is a friend indeed. Thank you all